the last 20 some days here T_T

i am SEMI-frustrated.

haha, im turning into a fatslob !
bet i can't even finish my regular routine when i get back to australia
and wth, my jeans are getting tighter.

haha, JUST KIDDING.

actually frustrated cause i have to study extra hard next year,
or put in alot more effort compared to this year.
i know im really lazy and i'll find ANY excuses i can to not study
A.K.A skip-class.

sigh, don't know why suddenly think about this,
but still okay lar, life is pretty awesome.
when i say awesome.
oh believe me,
it's so awesome that ..
that..

it'll have to be in CAPS.
AWESOME.

wtfff ??
doesn't even make sense..

anyways, back to the complaining.

see, the thing is.

there's alot of pressure eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
cause S is gonna come with me to melbourne next year,

and obviously she will ace her test & exams lar
her academic performance, no problem wan.

i don't know why lar, feel like if i fail 1 subject,
i think i just come back miri to work / study

don't wanna waste my dad's money for 6 months for extra course,
to graduate and get a degree,
with money sure can get one ler.

fail and re-take until one day
you finally pass.

don't know le, even if my dad is okay with it.
i don't think i will be.

will feel guilty de lerh.
but..
when the time come, then worry larh.

and im gonna go pei S tomorrow,
her grandpa passed away today 2pm i think.
R.I.P, fella lived long enough,
he's 90 man !
felt like a stranger when i was there this afternoon,
so many family members man @@

and to think about it,
my grandpa only lived to his 70'ies.
:s
R.I.P grandpa.
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and i don't know why kt moody tonight le,
don't tell me also, but i know he'll get better after a good sleep le,
he is not those 'sad face bring everybody down' type of guy.

get better larh, talk to me when you read this le KT o0o.

and oh yeah, tomorrow night gonna go for brotherhood dinner !

don't know if everyone's gonna attend or not.
well, i look foward to this for quite some time but others are busy
this and that.

somehow feeling that not everyone wanna meet up also,
everyone with their busy life :x

haha, anyways !!
gonna go sleep nao !

off i goooooooooooooooooo pewpewpew

Give It To You - Eve ( Ft. Sean Paul )