FML

Okay.

I don't know how i am going to start this entry.

Dissapointment ?
I got 12 out of 20 for Macro.
And the shittiest thing happened,
seeing someone score 18 out of 20.

Dissapointed in myself you think ?
VERY.

As if there's not enough bullshit going on,
Seriously,
i'd like to travel to china or italy just to take a break
from me-life for couple of days...
A day would do !

I think im going through this phase,
Where one would worry about their future,

What the hell am i going to do to keep food on the plate ?
What am i gonna work as in the future ?
How am i going to achieve my dreams ?

Heck, I am not even interested, not one bit,
screw course im currently taking in uni ..

Mannnn, FM2010L !
I don't know what to do these few days,
Except the fact i hit the gym everyday and train HARD KORE !

i ... don't think im as happy as before,
i don't think my life has all the flavours like last time ?
more and more responsiblity are hitting on me ?
i don't play sports anymore,
i don't dota these days anymore,
i don't even feel adventurous to try stuffs lately ?

sad to say,
the only time i feel happy is when im in the gym room.
i sound very lester-ish now.

Zzzzzzz, i just smoked and came back to continue this post.


Wanna go clubbing ah..
This is so me,
avoiding my problems by intoxicating myself with alcohol,
and sometimes feeling fucked up the other day,
and STILL facing them ..
lame isn't it ?

Why would one pay money to get fucked up ?

There's many stupid things in life we do,
just for the hell of it,
like ...

Why waste money on the gym ?
Think about it,
Why are you paying money to them so you can carry heavy stuffs ?

Wish i have something more special to update,
I DO okay ?
* i give my pinky finger and do the promising handshake with you now *
but i do not HAFFFF anything ! =(

Somebody save me from this 2010 sickness of mine.
I AM VERY EMO, and i know you are asking why
im telling this to ALL my blog readers.

Well, i blog simply because this is where i'll write
what i feel like writting, realest thoughts.

Cause if i tell people my problems irl,
they might get annoyed right ?
But if my blog readers get annoyed of me complaining,
then they simply can choose not to come back
for more annoyingness from me.

FML

FML FML

FML FML FML

I added this to make this a ( not-all-words ) post.
HAHA !


Okay larh,
I hope i can make it up to you guys on the next post.
HAHA
Try my best larh.
SEE YA ``

I need a Girl - Trey Songz

Show stoppah

FUAH, WO HAO SHUANG ARH !
Last week 2 presentation 1 exam,
this week 2 exam.

Just finished my last homework for tomorrow,
Monday : no homework due next week ( + 1 )
Tuesday : no homework due next week ( + 1 )
Today : homework due at 7pm, finish already ! ( +1 )

And i just finished my applied entrepreneurship's homework for tomorrow already
So hopefully the teacher don't give us any shit tomorrow that's due next week

MEI MEI liao larh !
HAHA, don't get me wrong.
There are still tons of bullshit i have to put up with,
Accounting report on May1st.

But at least 1 week to chill larh ! wahaha xD
Wahhhhhhhh, feel damn nice lor now.
After a very emo 2 weeks.
now back in action d !


and happy birthday to jimmy chey A.K.A Prokaa
w00ts.
you have initials of JC aswell !
GHEY !!

me and hucci mayne bought him a horse shirt, haha !
bought him a red one because he's always wearing dark colour shirts.

my wallet burns.
BURNS !

earlier we watched

YEAP.
that explains alot why im doing my homework from 11 to 1am+

very expensive arhhh . pain pain. $21 bucks.
last week, clash of titans,
earlier 1 week green zone,
earlier earlier week hurt locker

all dagai dagai 17$-21$ man !

but jimmy cheyyy feels no pain,
cause birthday boy got free ticket today marhhh X:

quite nice man.
really like this movie.
i know malaysia had this one out very long already right ?
anyhow, but if you guys haven't watch it,
recommend you guys to ! !

okay larh, gonna go smoke abit,
finally, a little time for peace !

Showstoppa - Arka Teks
[ been listening this the whole 2 hours for my assignment just now ]
[ if you know peter chao, you know this song ! HAHA ]

FMLLLLL

Okay.

It's not very good for me to emo here,
but i rather do it here than irl..

I barely pass my entrepreneurial process exam,
was looking for at least 70 or above larh ;(

woke up with back pain,
nehhh, the part where you spine is located at :X
very very SORE.
could use a massage now !

hmm, maybe im not sleeping the right way,
cause i prefer to sleep with my face slamming the bed,
but my dad say we should sleep facing the ceiling-.-

And. I hated myself for last night's exam !
Least a pass only, most a credit ? 70-79

big ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ


Man,
I swear i almost went koo-koo
in other words, gonna go crazy over the past few days larh !

What article from database, and assignment due, what EIA,
Mostly it's about exam larh..

I don't feel like wasting my pa's money.
The living standard here is like so expensive.

And im not a PR here aswell,
so if i don't do good in uni,
means i can't work here, or else i would
end up in the papers with a " 跳飞机 " headlines!


But at least i have something to look forward too larh !
that is, the bastard from another mother
Genghis "XXQ" Khoo

He's always telling me on phone how he's gonna win big at crown's
If it's that easy, i wouldn't be studying also larh.
Everybody can win larh !
As long as they don't mention 'the other day'
The other day = lose money
HAHA !

Okay larhh, i know my blog is getting the sienness already.
I should've updated with the highlights of my life and not the
downside right ? ;(;(

Very emo arhhh !!
Keep thinking wanna try maybe start a business here.
Or maybe go back and start from scratch ?
I can't carry the burden lerh,
if i'm very smart nevermind larh,

me staying here just wasting money only.
My results all around 55 to 75 if lucky
Not even 80, distinction

Better study at RIT or Curtin larh,
save so much cost.
FML !!


Rock That Body - Black Eyed Peas

blackforest ...
`` ;(.. i will never have

NGEH ! LG TWINS

YAY ! ``
haha, current emotion is like this :

Harhar ! ;]
damn happy sia !

why,
why,
why?

the moment i looked at my exam paper this morning,
muahaha !
thanks to who ?
to dato bryan,
and encouragement from mates around me

i know ya'll expecting us to cheat !!

haha, i wish i could.

unfortunately ,
we all sat alternatively zig zag across the class,
like this.

pro lerrrr !!
my drawing !

HAHAHA !
actually i sat beside jennifer wan,
smirking to myself and thought get 100% liao.
cause,
cause,
i am smarter when i sit next to her,
HAHA !!

but ler,
the lecturer ask everybody to seperate.
wocao!

but sit together also useless,
multiple choices only 10 marks.

HAHA, nevermind larh..
i think i did good ~.~
maybe 80?

i don't even have the book larh !
BLAME WHO ?
not me !
blame them for
not keeping the last copy for me

bang you ah !

very long don't feel happy le,
everyday also "ok ok" for me
but recently i cleared some of the mess,
and accepting life isn't fair SOMETIMES.
and my life got 1000.925x better ever since.


and Shun
one of my best buddy,

1.( someone who dont really use internet, too bz workin )

2. ( and will never know i have a blog, not much people do )

except ya'll ! =]

i hope he can cheer up larh..
relationship thingies..

sien lar him,
i know EXACTLY how he feels.
the girls asks him out to gaigai
but non-stop texting
and keep on phone with other peeps,
then say " it's emergency i have to pick the call "

happens to me quite often also
upsets me too le

but what to do?
she single wo.. :x

it's your turn to listen to andy lau's
" men cry not a sin "
HEHE ! XD

he works a chef,
rm 700 a month
he doesn't know any brand thingies.
but for some reason he tell me that she told him she like gucci la

i @_@"" when the word " gucci " came from him.

i never hear him say these kind of things wan..

and he's like,
cannot describe one,
very funny and hardworking guy,

don't speak english one
maybe only " F U and Shit man, and asshole "

not i KAN SOI or anything here ok ??
say i kan soi i, you see this ? bang you later..
HAHA,

drum roll for the epic drawing pls

but it's very unexpected to hear it from him lah.


but miri most branded stuffs are... not as real larh.
so he ask me to help him buy a gucci purse from aussie
and bring it back and he'll pay me in RM.


*facepalm*
700rm = 230aussie a month.
u want buy purse ah .
600 aussie.
work 2 and a half months,

excluding food, rental and petrol..


so im gonna give you readers a free jc lesson jewelry today
.
.
.

"when we love someone, we tend to close one eye."
HAHA :))

sad but true.

BUT I STILL WONT HELP HIM TO BUY IT LA
I'D BE A TERRIBLE FRIEND TO DO THAT.
HAHA !

anyways, last presentation tomorrow,
2 exams next week.
then can relax 1 week ! haha

gonna hit the weights baby !
see ya all !

Easy Boom - Drumagick

Pt.2

``

few thanks i need to announce to

no need explain lar hor,
make me stand outside MMU and wait for you to pick your gf
HAHA ! brother this. =p
( cause it's past 12 and i can't enter the uni without their student ID )
HAHA,

and he never tell me when get girlfriend !
1week then i baru know !!
SIAO =(
don't forget to invite me to your wedding ah !

HAHA XD

Mr AGM,
thank you for bringing me to the ( Toad-Rice ) cafe
and able to kill time with me xD

I didn't take much picture in miri,
well, like i said in previous post.
lost interest adi !
but anyhow, love you ghis.
( and don't show off your helicopter bowling skeelz la )

Jok kickin ghis ass in bowling l0l !
sad or not, these pictures can't even see their face !
T_T heh !

HI MR LAOBAN XXS !
by far one of my favorite house i've been in !
got bug one your house.. ><

got swimming pool,
own karaoke room ( imba nice one )
bmw sini sana,

some rich people kinda humble
but lanc behind the scenes.

but not you man,
not you.
( so u better dun lanc, later i post here ! HAHA )

and thank you for letting me drive too !!

imba gay la you.
haha,

big thank you !
andy koh & andy wong. ( thank god no holan me =p )

if not, i don't know do what 8 hours there in KL lorh ~_~

and i'll try to get a job before end of this month !

i wanna work as a bouncer,
they get good pay man !!
freaking 25$ per hour.

think about it, 1hour 75rm..
geegee.com.au

too bad i don't have any club connections :x
sigh `` heh !

Over - Drake

puzz

You can't hide you can't runnn !
from the truth ! :x

HI fellas !
This is so sad to say but...
I am skipping class again today.

Too tired larh !
From working out,
w000sh !

I did 4.4km is 24minutes !
Damn happy to see improvements larh !!
Of course compare to lester i think im slower than him le =(

HEHE ! !!
Ever since the day i came back,
i've been saving every peny okay ?!
i don't go out to eat as much anymore,
eat at home for the past week le !

And do 7-8 km everyday,
hopefully by the end of this month,
i'll be able to do 5km in 24minutes ! =]

And guess what !
The school i was in , back in San Diego is getting sued

http://www.cbs8.com/Global/story.asp?S=12250543

maynnn,
i hate these kind of people you know !!

so what you got beat up and bullied ?
man up le..

i got bullied hardcore man,

believe it or not,
i wanted to quit school since day2 !

but if i compare myself to other people,
i'd consider myself lucky,
i've seen my senior getting beat up and sent to hospital.


there's a saying,
if you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen.

cb sue ANA gaolin ?
fuckin punch you in the face.

l0l. why am i getting so pissed abt this.
sien ~_~

p/s;
i'm losing interest of taking pictures nowadays le..
my blog is gonna be so dulllllll =( =(

hopefully suddenly got imba camera-man
like KTZ appear in my life soon larh !
HAHA,

p/s;
i will never ever forget ANA,
not just that i won 3 i-pods or anything
( i gave corn my 8g nano ) xD
cause i know he really wanted one 3 years ago

i got it for free anyways !
just couple of bruises and pain in the face =p

HAHA,
miss the old days,
the thing i missed the most is,
most people in that school are very straight up,

won't have do you from behind de people.

I still remember someone lost an alienware pc or laptop
to the other guy @@

anyways, im gonna make meself a toast,
hungaaaryyy !


You know what it is - T.I

cream on the inside, clean on the outside

So ...
something's wrong with the view thingy
so i changed a new one !
so noob one..
and...

i need help on my background le..
fed up already :(

but whatever larh..
gonna go make toast and buy book ! !

Let Go - Frou Frou

Lonerrrrrrrr

hey hey hey !
haha, sorry for the emo post .. @_@

i couldn't help it ok ~_~
problem solved ??
nope =p
but at least i feel alot better !! ~_~

thanks for everyone's support le !!

first of all, wanna thank song yi
for letting me drive in KL !!
ada badassnyer..
imba big house and imba jahat car !

will upload when im not so lazy larh..
next time go your house sing k and swim ok mou ?
can or not ?
HAHA !!
don't say " sui bian lo "
smack you later.

miri was hella fun !
well, i couldn't remember much..
thank you miriiiiiii.

and thanks to ktz johnson scuzzi and lynett.
for everything larh ok ?
don't want write all,
later you all go ' hidung tinggi '

HAHA !
haha xD

and shite me.
i didn't know there was an assignment due today
i lost 10marks in my 'applied entrepreneurial '

next thursday.

=1 blue print
=1 assignment
=3 presentation next week.

you know what is wan dan ma ?
finish egg ~.~

and just now damn funny,
my gf keep kuci me when i say don't play liao
now she know gg liao.

it's a couple thing

we invented alot of stupid games xD
one of my favorite is from supernatural =.=
where i put " imaginary salt " at certain areas
to keep the evil spirit " her " can't reach me..

and i made her write apology letter earlier and ask
aaron , hong and prokaa sign so i would stop murdering her..

haha, bully you 99.

kay larhs, wanna share few photos taken by KT and Johnson
KT uploaded in fb already but if you haven't seen it yet,

heree it is ! ;)

Playing with the tripod !
man, for some reason..
whenever im with you guys,
i feel damn happy larh..

^_^' thank you guys again.




Hah, it's pretty late here aaaaa ~_~
5am already ,
goshhh..


and wish you both healthy & funny funny style relationship larh mr kt and zx
;)
haha, i can take nice photo too kt
no need expensive expensive one ok ?
hahaks !

mmmmm, really really looking for work lerh.
i don't mind being shit on @_@
of course i'll get pissed and shit but...
if one can't lower pride, one will never learn.

P:S
XXQ, can you ask the fruit tree to turn back to what it was at january?
for everyone's sake.
HAHA

and Glasses Friend, you memang pandai hor..
funny funny style with HEI REN at good faith enterprise there.
think i DONT KNOW ?
HAHA

and Xiao Dun Ge
take care and train hard,
no need say, i know you memang funny style person.


kay larhs..

gonna go sleeeeeeeep..
promised my gf to watch

" how to train your dragon "

but i wanna watch
clash of the titans..

boooooo..
i GO SLEEP liao lar ! it's 5:10 already @@

I am a Loner - CNBLUE